moving on

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superficial 9 to 5

sometimes i feel the industry that i'm in is kinda superficial. people judge you by your dressing, the label on your bag, your hairstyle and the people you know.

i guess this is life. secretly, i enjoy the whole superficiality. the air kisses and the 'oh mahhh godddd!!' but as long as at the end of the day i get to go home to reality, slip into my uniqlos and listen to ella fitzgerald as i flip thru 8days, i'm perfectly okay with it.

ugly duckling

i love the fact that my job provides me access to events, parties and launches. but when you're in a room with all these celebrities, popular bloggers and many beautiful people from the creative industries, half of the time i'm secretly gawking and the other half i'm just feeling really self conscious.

its like a trigger to the floodgates of insecurities.

and i am highly critical of myself. like..

i should have worn something nicer!!

ohmaigodd my hair looks damn terrible!!!

of all times for me to have a pimple!!!

fuck i bet i look like a beach whale when they took my photo!!!



oh wells.

unwind

work has been a little taxing lately.

thank god for ice milo, 8 days, air con and ella fitzgerald on speaker. try it. if only i had some warm scones and raspberry jam.