i love the fact that my job provides me access to events, parties and launches. but when you're in a room with all these celebrities, popular bloggers and many beautiful people from the creative industries, half of the time i'm secretly gawking and the other half i'm just feeling really self conscious.
its like a trigger to the floodgates of insecurities.
and i am highly critical of myself. like..
i should have worn something nicer!!
ohmaigodd my hair looks damn terrible!!!
of all times for me to have a pimple!!!
fuck i bet i look like a beach whale when they took my photo!!!
oh wells.
